With exception of 1 or 2,. most of you have been very good to me in my time back. I believe I have been a polite and productive member... most of the time
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and I want to say thanks. Thank you for giving me another chance to earn your respect. And thank you for your prayers.
1 year ago, My thinking was simplistic. and I let little things get to me. But love changes you.
I have a softer heart now.
my mother and my fiancee have a lot to do with that.
knowing that my mom will be in heaven soon has a lot to do with that..
Nobody could go through what I am going through now, without changing inside as a person. without realizing how precious every day on this earth really is.
I know for me.. it is a positive change. It strengthens my faith. but there naturally is a lot of sorrow.